Whhhaaaaaat up homies?!? As they say. I said too, right then. Mmmmmmmm, feeling blocked lately. Full to the brim bursting, and nowhere to direct that energy. So many things I want to do, so little money true, but still, I should be able to have some creative output, eh?
LA is wonderful. Home again. Happiness reigns. Over everything, and possibly too much, but at least it is there to grab at if you need. Acting and art are everywhere and I am finding out what that means for me. True true that good acting is few and far between, but the air is saturated and opportunities are everywhere.
Everywhere everything seems to mean something here. Because LA is so much. I can go to parts of town, several, different parts of town where no one speaks English. I can drive 9 miles down the road outside my house and be in Bev Hills and watch people get picked up by their drivers on Rodeo then head back down the road a tad to the cop bust at 7-11 for god knows what. There is ALWAYS a tranny in Target. There are 5 churches of different denominations within 2 blocks either direction of my apartment. Everyone in my neighborhood has a chihuahua, I don’t know what this means, but it is different. WeHo, enough said. You don’t even know how much more diverse LA is than the diversity you are aware of in a moment of your diversity awareness.
Anyway, maybe I’m caught up in LALA for a moment. Waiting for a better job, for better money, so I can take more classes, more connections, more acting, better headshots, get in better shape and continue the cycle of hope/love/dread/acting.
PS. Its weird this blog is called Peanut Butter Kelly cause I love peanut butter, but I haven’t had it in ages as peanuts cause inflammation and my back is so jacked up. I still like it though...peanut butter and the name of this blog I mean. Its all about almond butter for me right now though.
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