I don't know

I don't know a lot of things. I do know what I don't want, don't want to do, and don't know. So, there is something. This is my first blog post ever and I'm not really sure why I started this thing in the first place. Writing makes me anxious, more than most things, which always make me anxious, so long as it is a thing. But also, I like writing, and I am bored, and it seems like a good way to pass the time. And I have opinions and shit, so there is something else.

I just graduated college (BFA in Acting. Hello useless to the "real world" degree.), I am 24, I feel old, bored (as I mentioned), relatively useless, and wasting. Wasting in general. Like, AWAY. Also, time, money, energy. I need something to do, besides my fully un-lucrative in all aspects coffee shop job. This can be something, which is another reason I started this thing. This thing which makes me anxious as things do. It is something to do that will help fuel me creatively? I hope. I am feeling the lack of acting in my life. As things do, acting makes me anxious when I'm doing it, but when I'm not things are just weird. I feel jarred and off kilter.

Hey, but I'm not all anxiety and struggle. I love kittens and puppies and craft projects and going on walks cool places, and I'm going to Montana in a week, and certainly I'll have cool stuff to say about that. I love the ocean and buttons and beads and fabric and clothes and all things vintage and plants and habitats and potatoes. I love the movies and seeing plays and margaritas and hanging out with friends. Mexican food is awesome. So good. I wish I had a better camera because I love taking pictures.

So, I want to do this blog to get some creative juices flowing. Comment on things I find interesting, flex my writing muscle....we'll see how it goes.

<3

Kelly